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[chazzitup]

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[pyonpyon]

It's cruel that you're telling me things that make it sound like you want something in particular when I can't do anything.
Are you trying to bait me into do something bad?

[chazzitup]

[ Is he? Manjoume frowns and well... he does have a habit of doing that to people sometimes but he never really means to do it. It's just a lot of what he'd known growing up too. ]

No... I don't want you to do something you wouldn't be comfortable doing. You're good. It ... just is coming up soon and I guess I keep thinking about it. I'm sorry.

[pyonpyon]

I want to help you. I hate I can't.

[chazzitup]

I won't talk about it anymore. I don't want to make you feel bad like that. I could try.... to pretend i'm sick when it's going to hit and then at least... the first one...

[pyonpyon]

That wouldn't make you feel better would it?

[chazzitup]

I could spend it with you, though.

[pyonpyon]

What do you mean?

[chazzitup]

If I pretend I'm too sick to work... I could spend my heat with you.

[pyonpyon]

That won't get you in trouble?

[chazzitup]

Well, I"m not going to tell them it's what I'm doing...

[pyonpyon]

It's kind of risky. But i'll do what i can.

[chazzitup]

Is it something you want to do? I guess I shouldn't assume.

[pyonpyon]

If you're comfortable with that then I'm okay with it.

[chazzitup]

I trust you.

[pyonpyon]

Okay. I'll do what I can.


Do you have an estimate of when the next heat is?

[chazzitup]

next weekend probably?

[pyonpyon]

Got it.
I guess the other problem is where are we going to take care of this.

[chazzitup]

[ Manjoume exhales softly at that and only a couple options come to mind… ]

My apartment… or one of those cheaper motels.

[pyonpyon]

Your place sounds good. If we absolutely need to go somewhere else though I'll put money towards it.

[chazzitup]

my place is okay.

[pyonpyon]

Okay it's settled.
But you're allowed to change your mind if you want to.

[chazzitup]

even if it triggers your rut I know I’m going to be safe with you. I’m not going to change my mind.

[pyonpyon]

I don't think it's a matter of "if" as much as "when."

[chazzitup]

are you okay with that? Like really?

[pyonpyon]

It's difficult not to be a little worried when someone says they trust you.